Poem: The serenity of your smile and the sincerity in your voice when you say, "I love you"

Poem: The serenity of your smile and the sincerity in your voice when you say, "I love you"

Do I like you a lot? Or do I honestly love you?
Isn't there a difference?
Is it because I "think" I can't live without you the reason why I say I love you?
I remember you telling me one day that you know I will be able to live without you.
I also remember that when we broke up and I was miserable beyond words, I managed to still live.
Does that mean that I don't love you? No. I love you not because I thought I couldn't live without you but because with you, life meant something totally different. My life did not change from the moment I met you. Period My life changed from the moment that I actually opened my heart. I let down my guard, I became vulnerable to you. The serenity of your smile and the sincerity in your voice when you say, "I love you" is what made me realize something. I must have feelings. I didn't go out with you at first because I liked you instantly. I was attracted to you and I was like most guys, just trying to get you under my belt. But when you said that me, I will be honest, I didn't say anything back but, "Yea" But under that "Yea" I was having an internal battle with my feelings. It was like devils and angels on shoulders. To be honest again, the devils won that battle and they told me to go along, keep the relationship going, so I did. I said "I love you" to you a couple times with a faint meaning behind it. But one night, under the three bright things in the sky that we like to call, Stars... The serenity of your smile and the sincerity in your voice when you said, "I love you" seemed like it froze time. I swear everything stopped and it was just me and you and what you just said, it was like I never heard those three words from you before but knew what they meant or like "reading your favorite book for the first time". I realized that the "I must have feelings" mind set changed to "I know I have feelings" because at that moment I didn't like you anymore, I honestly loved you. And when I was saying "I can't live without you" I was really saying "Life isn't the same without you, I don't want to live without you" So my life without you is a life wanting to be with you. Everything changes when I am with you. It feels like time stops with you. So the question: Do I like you a lot? Or do I honestly love you? I honestly love you. When we became separated, we broke up from a love fading relationship after eight months about two to three months ago. Just recently, October first, Our love reunited into one, and everything feels so much better than it did the first time, honestly like reading your favorite book for the first time, everything feels much better and our relationship isn't the same. It's better, and healthy. I love you, honestly. words, I managed to still live.
Does that mean that I don't love yuh?
No.
I love yuh not because I thought I couldn't live without yuh but because with yuh, life meant something totally different.
My life did not change from the moment I met yuh. Period
My life changed from the moment that I actually opened my heart. I let down my guard, I became vulnerable to yuh.
The serenity of yuhr smile and the sincerity in yuhr voice when yuh say, "I love yuh" is what made me realize something.
I must have feelings.
I didn't go out with yuh at first because I liked yuh instantly.
I was attracted to yuh and I was like most guys, just trying to get yuh under my belt.
But when yuh said that me, I will be honest, I didn't say anything back but, "Yea"
But under that "Yea" I was having an internal battle with my feelings.
It was like devils and angels on shoulders.
To be honest again, the devils won that battle and they told me to go along, keep the relationship going, so I did.
I said "I love yuh" to yuh a couple times with a faint meaning behind it.
But one night, under the three bright things in the sky that we like to call, Stars..
The serenity of yuhr smile and the sincerity in yuhr voice when yuh said, "I love yuh" seemed like it froze time.
I swear everything stopped and it was just me and yuh and what yuh just said, it was like I never heard those three words from yuh before but knew what they meant or like "reading yuhr favorite book for the first time".
I realized that the "I must have feelings" mind set changed to "I know I have feelings" because at that moment I didn't like yuh anymore, I honestly loved yuh.
And when I was saying "I can't live without yuh" I was really saying "Life isn't the same without yuh, I don't want to live without yuh"
So my life with out yuh is a life wanting to be with yuh.
Everything changes when I am with yuh. It feels like time stops with yuh.
So the question, Do I like yuh a lot? Or do I honestly love yuh?
I honestly love yuh.
When we became separated, we broke up from a love fading relationship after eight months about two to three months ago.
Just recently, October first, Our love reunited into one, and everything feels so much better then it did the first time, honestly like reading yuh favorite book for the first time, everything feels much better and our relationship isn't the same. It's better, and healthy.
I love yuh, honestly.